Weekly Weigh In

Starting Weight: 216

I surprised myself when I stepped on the scale Sunday morning when I didn’t gain all the weight back! It’s something.

As you know, I am starting over with this “journey” to get back on track is my main goal right now.  With how I eat, along with food prep, drinking enough water, and slowly getting back to the gym.

I had gone to the doctor to about my hives as I mentioned last week. I  got a shot and some antihistamines with no relief. I gave it a few days until everything kicked in but it’ll be a week Tuesday and I think it’s worse now than prior. So it’s time for a 2nd opinion. It has been frustrating to say the least especially  when everyone is trying to “diagnose” you or asking a million questions regarding your habits.

Other than that the week was okay. I am over the cold dreary weather and ready for sunshine! I hope it will help boost my mood. I did only make it to the gym once but that’s process.

I have to grocery shop Monday and try to get into seeing another doctor for my hives so I am not sure if I’ll make it to the gym or not but I hope maybe I can for 30 minutes.

I will be back next Monday with a weigh in!

 

Have a great week!

~Mags

 

 

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Starting Over

It’s feel weird to say that.”Starting over”

Honestly, I never thought I would be in this position again after dropping all the weight. I knew I would have to maintain it and I managed to do well for a few years before I decided to go back to school.

My life for 2 long years was completely altered.

Before College:

I would get off work, get a light breakfast, go to the gym for an hour (or Jazzercise), come home eat a good meal, bathe and relax then sleep for work. And repeat almost every day.

College:

I would get off work, shove down a quick breakfast, change then drive 45 minutes to be at class by 9 until noon, drive 45 minutes home, come home then eat lunch (or sometimes drive through) then drive to unwind to sleep for work and repeat daily for the first two months then every other day for the next two years.

Even after going to part time, I felt I didn’t have time to workout, because I was exhausted from losing the extra sleep I was normally getting so I would go to bed early on non school days in hopes to catch up. But I was so stressed the overeating began, I stopped working out completely. The weight came back slowly and I felt really inferior to my classmates. Working a full time job overnights, then going to school part time in itself is a struggle just like it is for anyone else who has their own life.

I really tried to “start over” in 2018 that didn’t pan out as well I hoped. I made an honest effort but it fell through.

But I have not given up.

Yesterday I went to the gym for the first time in a month:

 

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It’s a bit blurry but….

I eased myself back doing about 15 minutes or so on the treadmill. Then I did a light lifting session including some dead-lifts, hip thrusts and ended with burpees. I probably spent about 35 minutes total (just a guess) there but at least I did it.

When I got home, I wiped clean my marker board (that kept track of my weight loss) and planning to “start over” with a new weigh in on Sunday. I haven’t really set any goals right now I just want to start (it is my word for 2018 after all) and go from there.

Weight loss isn’t easy but I will succeed! I will be posting my stats on Sunday/Monday!

Have a great weekend!

Mags

 

Check in time!

I know it’s been awhile since I have checked in. TBH I haven’t done anything fitness related in a long ass time probably since the time I last checked in. I haven’t been to the gym at all this month, drinking pop, not weighing in, and not really doing a solid meal prep either.  I mean I did a quick prep last week of an easy recipe (a chicken pasta salad which I will share the recipe here at some point) but I haven’t really been eating too well so I need to get back on track.

I did have the Miss World of Wheels pageant Saturday and my sleep was really thrown off so by Sunday afternoon I slept hard. Also I have been dealing with itchy hives not sure if it’s an allergy may have to go see the doctor which I hate especially it’s still flu season and plus having to stepping on the scale there.

Monday morning I did an actual meal prep for the week:

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Chicken fillets with cauliflower (which was steaming) 

My calves hurt SO BAD from my heels Saturday so I know I am due for a good leg day workout. Overall, I still don’t feel like myself the weather has still sucked even though tomorrow the first day of spring (and it’s supposed to snow) and I have been just so tired as well which hasn’t helped.

I re established my goals and I am going to make an honest attempt at going to the gym this week. I am not putting how many days I should/need to go just to go and do something. Start out slow and work my way back to where I used to be, The weather will be warmer and I can start walking too.

I will recap my week on Sunday and I will weigh in regardless of what it is and we’ll get back on track!

Have a great week!

~Mags

Check in

Starting Weight: 217.00

Current Weight: 213.00

-4 Pounds
It has been a hot minute since I’ve done a check in.  Last week was a straight up bitch, I had the start of cold then it turned into the flu so I was off work 2 nights and I hadn’t any solid food since last Wednesday.  Flu is not a fun way to lose weight but I’ll take it.

After avoiding the flu since the season started (November?) I went to Planet CC the weekend before, I was yet again exposed to sick people and this time it decided to kick my ass in every way possible. The only thing I managed to eat was jello and vanilla pudding (which I am straight up chocolate girl so you know I was sick but Vanilla snack packs are amaze-balls) plus endless amounts of 7-Up, Alka Seltzer and water. It’s hard AF to hydrate when you’re sick and nothing will stay down. TMI I know but finally Saturday I needed some protein and ate a cheeseburger (not from where I wanted one but you know) then Sunday I made a quick trip to the store for eggs, chicken, etc. I need to replenish my supply this week.

So I am feeling better for the most part despite the cough that won’t go away. I am hoping to do a reset this week and hopefully make it back to the gym this week. I am looking into getting a Simply Fit Board  as another workout option for when I can’t go to the gym, etc.  I have been watching The Nanny in the mornings and I thought maybe I could stand and use it during the hour I watch it.

I will let you know if I decide to invest in it and then a review will come later on.

That’s all I got for now gang! See you next week.

~Mags

Weekly Check In

Starting weight: 217.00

Current weight: 215.5

As you can see I did not gain or lost this past week. Which is fine with me!

I totally missed the gym last week. There’s no real excuse as of why the week wasn’t that bad either just felt overly tired and I focused on my home which needed my attention.  Also I am glad it’s a new month because I have some exciting things happening!

But first:

I rescheduled my certification exam for the spring. Mainly because I wasn’t as ready to do it as I wanted to be. I started studying just like a week before and I wasn’t confident in my practice test scores either plus with it still being winter here (thanks a lot groundhog dude) I rather not chance the weather since the testing place is a good 45 minutes or so away.  (that’s driving distance)

I am not doing Trek Up the Tower. Mainly because I haven’t trained hard for it as I wanted this is mostly on me and lack of motivation which has been an issue for me. That’s a post for another day I’m sure.

I had a pop on Saturday after almost three weeks of not having one and it tasted awful. I think I finally broke my habit so that I don’t have to go back down that path.  Plus the cravings have subsided. A major victory for me.

Now onto the good news:

I have a Grease themed shoot Sunday. I am really excited for this!

I am going to Planet Comic Con and meet one of my idols Jason David Frank (he played the green ranger/white ranger in the early 90’s when I watched power rangers). I was supposed to go meet him two years ago but that fell through so I am really excited!

 

Other than that, I have nothing new to report. I am not setting any weekly goals as I am just going with the flow.

See you next week!

~Mags

 

 

What to do when you gained

So you stepped on the scale. You don’t like what you see, you step off remove any article of clothing you may have on, you step on the scale again, you still like what you see. Stepping off again you remove your underwear and any jewelry, maybe even your hair tie in hopes that will somehow change the number on the scale. You step on again completely buck naked and that number does not change.

Sound familiar?

If anyone has seen This Is Us in that first episode we see Kate (played by the fabulous Chrissy Metz)  as she does the dreaded weigh in and she does the exact same things (minus the hair tie) I mentioned above and you can’t help but feel her pain then totally cringe when she falls off the scale and you don’t know whether you should laugh or cry. Because the struggle is indeed real. (I did neither but I did gasp because I am a klutz but I have yet to fall off the scale).

Let me set the scene for you:

I woke up at 1am Sunday thinking about the weighing in, thinking how hungry I am so I get up, pee, then I step on the scale: 215.00 well, that can’t be right. I step off and step on again (fully dressed well in my pajamas) 215.5 seriously? I go back to bed thinking maybe a few more hours of sleep thinking that I can magically lose those extra pounds fasting.

5am wake up pee yet again and step on the scale: 215.5 pounds. There you have it. The scale does not lie. At this rate I go make myself breakfast and do the math. I gained 1.5 pounds. Which is not bad. However in my mind’s eye I am thinking how it’s 1.5 steps backwards in my direction not forward. Then I think I shouldn’t have all the carbs for breakfast on Saturday, or the two cookies at the Swap and Sell I went to.

Needless to say that has nothing to do with it. Weight gain is common in weight loss. Just as plateauing.  I know this. However, it doesn’t soften the blow any.

This is has inspired me to write this post. So here’s some advice for you if this is your first time or this is my 2nd go round how to handle the weight gain.

*Stay on task.

Just because you gain, doesn’t mean you should dive head first into the treats. Or chug down a soda. You will really reverse your progress and you feel crappy after.

*Try not obsess over it.

Okay so yeah I obsessed as you can see but it really doesn’t help any. And don’t think of fasting for another day, or going to the gym to try and lose that pesky pound then weighing in the same day or the next.

*Keep yourself busy

Or anything to take your mind off things. Which I did, I made breakfast then I meal prepped for the week.

*It could be muscle gain

A no brainier here and that could well be the possibility I gained since I started lifting again. Even though I have not been fully been lifting solidly for a month yet.

*It’s no the end of the world

Really.

*You’re allowed to be upset

But don’t drag it out.

*Take a deep breath and let it go

Enough said

*You’ll have a better weigh in next time

Truth.

 

I hope these tips help you out. If forgot anything please let me know!

Until next time,

~Mags

 

 

Weekly Weigh In

Starting Weight 217.00

Current Weight 215.5

Gained 1.5 pounds

Well. I gained. Needless to say I was a tad disappointed in myself but it is what it is. However it  has inspired me to write another post about what to do when you gain. I also think since I have started lifting again it might a bit of muscle weight.

I did have some doubts about my weigh in Sunday morning before bed Saturday night. Granted I did have  a lot of carbs this weekend and I am not going to beat myself up over it or the fact I didn’t make it to the gym or Trader Joes (neither one aren’t going anywhere) I am two weeks soda (or pop) free. So that’s really exciting even though I was really tempted to Sunday night before work since I didn’t sleep all that well but I realized that I would be letting myself down big time if I did that.

Also I was able to get in my meal prep for the 3 days I am working. It’s the small victories.

Goals for the week:

*Gym four days this week (I am skipping Monday on purpose because I have to work this weekend and my apartment needs attention)

*New breakfast options including smoothies! (I got new frozen fruit for this)

*Make it to three weeks without soda

It is Superbowl Sunday next week and my plan is to make some fun food instead of ordering pizza or something like that.

I am undecided as of now if i want to weigh in Friday morning or wait until next Monday. I will see how my week goes and decide then. Probably would more ideal to wait until Monday.

Have a great week!

~Mags